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  Man Drowning

  Henry Kuttner

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  Diversion Books

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  This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places and incidents either are the product of the author’s imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, events or locales is entirely coincidental.

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  First Diversion Books edition August 2014

  ISBN: 978-1-62681-387-8

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  Man Drowning

  How many are mine iniquities and sins? make me to know my transgression and my sin.

  Job 13:23

  Chapter 1

  First I thought she had a dogwhip hung around her skinny neck, with the ends dangling down the front of the sand-colored blouse. Then one end of the dogwhip lifted sluggishly, and muscles moved like sliding rings under the shiny purple-black scales.

  Everything around was bleached dun, the color of a cow skull I’d seen stuck on a pole that morning on the road in, but there were shadings, from blinding, scalding, dry white to tawny earth, that had had all the vigor sucked out of it ages ago by the Arizona sun. Everything was the color of something burned, even that black rope, which had the color of oily cinders. It moved itself from left to right across the woman’s throat with a slow disgusting motion. She put up a claw of a hand and rubbed its head with a finger that had skin coarser than the snake’s. I heard a dry scratching. The snake quieted. It hung there. Once its tongue flickered out. It was still.

  “What, my lord?” the woman said. “A soldier, and afeared?”

  I stared down at her, rocking on the balls of my feet, a little dizzy with the sun and the heat. My tongue felt caked with dust. I licked my lips, swallowed, and managed a laugh that sounded more like a cough.

  Finally I said, “Don’t let these suntans fool you. Technically, they’ve been civvies a long time now.” I tried to clear the dust from my throat. “Sorry,” I said. “Could I have a glass of water?”

  She pointed.

  “Go through that door,” she said. “Get me a bottle of beer out of the icebox. Take one for yourself.”

  Then she leaned back and closed her eyes. The snake watched me carefully.

  I waited a second or two, but she didn’t move or speak again, so I turned around and walked across the patio along the way she’d pointed. In the center, in the open space, it was like stepping into an oven under the direct rays of the sun. It took me twenty steps to cross that exposed area, and before I’d reached the shade sweat was running down my neck and cheeks. When I opened the door and went into the kitchen, it was like coming into a cave—cool and clear and dark by contrast with the white blaze outside. The first thing I saw was a big refrigerator, a ten or twelve-foot model, and it looked beautiful. I laid one hand flat against its chill white metal flank. My palm began to tingle with pleasure. But by then I’d taken in the rest of the picture, and a soft tink-tink pulled me toward the sink, where water was dripping from the swivel faucet. I didn’t like that. After the traveling I’d had lately, it seemed a sin to waste water. I picked up a glass from the drainboard, and it nearly slipped out of my sweaty hand. I turned on the water, and, without waiting for it to run cold, rinsed the dust out of my mouth and throat. I let a few swallows go down; they hit my stomach like a deep-toned muffled rubber hammer and made me feel slightly sick.

  The water was still running; I watched it. I held the glass under the tap. It was Mexican, green glass with bubbles blown into it, a short, fat glass shaped like a barrel cactus.

  I felt cold now.

  I took a few more swallows and turned off the faucet. There was still a drip, hitting the porcelain bottom of the sink in rhythm. I pushed at the faucet, but that didn’t help; the washer was worn.

  The dripping made the silence louder. Most places have near horizons. Most places have trees for the wind to make noises in, and grass and leaves for birds to rustle. But not Arizona, not this part of it. It was too big and hot and empty. There wasn’t anything alive except the birds and reptiles that don’t make sounds. There might have been a buzzard or a hawk, very far up; and you might have caught a sliding, soundless motion on the ground, that would turn into a horned toad or a lizard. Not much more than that. The sky was too big and too far away; no echoes came back. There weren’t any walls.

  I looked in a few cupboards till I found a tall glass, and I opened the refrigerator to get the beer. There was plenty of that. There was food, too, but I didn’t let myself look; I grabbed two bottles and slammed the door. Then I noticed the mark of my hand, dark and greasy on the clean white. I got a dishtowel and scrubbed it off. Afterward, I went out with the beer, but I didn’t cross the patio this time. I circled it, staying under the shade of the gallery that ran around three sides. The house was U-shaped, white except for the blue shadows, and the roof was red tile. Brownish-black, eight-by-eight beams stuck out in a row under the roof, hand-adzed. The driveway, made of choking white dust, circled down the slope toward the highway, but you couldn’t see much of the highway from here; the drive simply dipped out of sight, and then the mountains began a long distance away. It was hard to see anything clearly. The air shimmered too much.

  She was still in her canvas deck chair, under the gallery; she hadn’t moved. Neither had the snake. But she heard me. Without opening her eyes, she said, “There’s a table around here somewhere. Get yourself a chair.”

  I put the two bottles and the glass on the cement and found a small green metal table and another deck chair up against the wall of the house. I brought them back and put the table down cautiously. She opened her eyes and watched me.

  “King snakes aren’t poisonous,” she said.

  “Aren’t they?”

  She reached out and pulled the table closer. Its metal legs made a screeching sound on the cement, and the snake stirred uneasily before relaxing. I poured the beer down the side of the glass, carefully, so there’d be no collar. The glass began to sweat.

  “Sit down and drink,” she said.

  It felt good to take the weight off my feet. I hadn’t realized how my muscles were aching. I leaned back in the creaking chair, tilted the bottle neck to my mouth, and shut my eyes. I forgot everything else while I let the beer flow down, cold and sharp as catnip, the chill spreading out from my gullet through the muscles of my neck till I was conscious of them sliding over each other and my throat felt numb.

  “Where are you heading?”

  She was looking at the rucksack I’d let drop when I came in. Like me, it was Army surplus. I said, “Oh—east.”

  She laid thin, leathery arms on the smoother wooden arms of her canvas chair and looked at me. She had a face like a skull. The blue turban she wore was so tightly twisted that she might have been bald. Costume jewelry seemed her one vanity. She wore plenty of rings and bracelets. Most of them were luck charms; I saw the Indian s
wastika and the thunderbird. She liked blue and blue-green stones—turquoises.

  “Hungry?”

  “I could eat. But I’m not asking for a handout. I’ve got some dough. I could eat, sure, but I’d like to work it out.”

  “There’s nothing to do around here,” she said. “We’ve got a couple of Mexicans who take care of everything. Up till a few days ago we had a general handyman, too, but he quit. Say, can you cook?”

  “I can broil steaks and fry eggs.”

  “Tell you what,” she said. “The Mexicans went to Phoenix to shop this morning, and they should have been back by now. I’m hungry. But I don’t feel like doing any cooking. How about you fixing something?”

  “Sure,” I said. “Unless you want pressed duck.”

  “Oh, sandwiches—whatever you can find. Fix yourself anything you like. No hurry. Finish your beer and bring me another one first.”

  I stood up, watching her. She was all bone and tendon and rough brown skin. Her skinny legs stuck out of faded shorts and ended at ripped, dirty tennis shoes. She had muddy brown eyes, fringed with wiry red lashes.

  I said, “All right, Miss—Countess…”

  “De Anza’s the name.”

  “I know. I saw it on the mailbox. It said Countess De Anza.”

  “What of it?” she asked. “Any woman can be a countess. All she needs is a marriage license and a count. That reminds me. Fix some bouillon and dry toast, too, will you? For my husband. Take it in to him.” She gestured vaguely.

  “Just bouillon and toast, Countess?”

  “Mrs. De Anza will do. Yes, that’s all. Say, what’s your name?”

  “Banning,” I said. “Nick Banning.”

  “Okay, Nick, Get that beer.” I went after it.

  It was a pleasure to fool around in a clean, convenient, modern kitchen. The bread was in the refrigerator, in an airtight zipper-sealed plastic bag, and there was a tin of Oxo cubes with the canned stuff. After I had given the Countess her beer, I opened another bottle for myself and left it on the drainboard, where I could pick it up every time I came by. I let the hot water run and washed up as well as I could, drying myself with paper towels. But ordinary soap wouldn’t cut the dirt I’d picked up. I played with the faucet, irritated by its dripping. Finally, while the bread was toasting and the water getting hot, I began opening drawers till I found pliers and a cellophane sack of rubber washers. Then I got down on my knees and looked under the sink, located the cutoff, and turned the water off. I replaced the old washer with a new one in about two minutes, and felt a lot better. Not that it was any of my business, but the dripping got on my nerves.

  I fixed the bouillon in one of the bouillon cups—there were plenty of dishes—and after I got the tray ready, I picked it up, balancing it on one palm, and went through the swinging door into the next room. The first thing that hit me was the smell. I couldn’t place it at all. It might have been incense or perfume. I couldn’t tell whether or not I liked it. But it was everywhere. It didn’t seem to fit the room.

  Not that I saw much of the room, then, or the rest of the house. All I got was an impression of Indian rugs, low furniture, blocky and comfortable, and a good deal of bright color that was subdued by the clear dim light. I went through an archway, climbed a few steps, went along a hall, and hesitated at a couple of doors. I pushed one open tentatively; it was a bedroom, but it had a bare look. I tried the other door. It was almost dark in this room, and the perfume smell was drowned out by another odor. I had a name for this one, though. It was the smell of age—sour and sickly and hot. Dry and dusty.

  “Yes?”

  The voice came from the bed. I could see a pale splotch of a face, not much more than that. I stepped inside the room.

  “Something to eat, señor,” I said.

  A dry, thin laugh sounded.

  “Indeed,” the voice said, in English. “Thank you. Put the tray on the table. Yes. Now please help me with these pillows.”

  Even when I came close, I couldn’t make out much of his face. Not till I had propped the pillows behind him and was awkwardly helping him to inch upward in the bed did I realize why. His whole face was thickly smeared with a white, greasy ointment. He had very black hair, white at the roots, and a long, straight, thin nose. That was about all I could see. But I could smell him, and I could feel the moist, cool, unpleasant slickness of his skin.

  “Thank you,” he said finally.

  I stepped back.

  “Anything else, señor?” I asked, because he was a count and I didn’t know what else to call him.

  “No, thank you,” he said, with an odd sort of dry mockery, and his light eyes, in that vague, pale mask, stayed fixed on me till I’d backed out of the room.

  When I got back to the kitchen, I washed my hands again. I didn’t know why, but I had to do it. Afterward, I rummaged around and fixed sandwiches. Chicken, cucumber, lettuce, ham. My beer had gone a little flat, but I finished it anyway before opening a couple more bottles. Then I took everything outside to where the Countess was waiting.

  She seemed to be asleep. I laid out the lunch and made as much noise as I could, but she didn’t wake up. The snake’s tongue flickered out once or twice. Its eyes were tiny little glittering specks like specialized scales that had learned how to see. Staring at it, fascinated, I sat down in the canvas chair across from the Countess. Then I moved my gaze up a little, and she had opened her muddy brown eyes and was watching me.

  “Well, it looks like a good lunch you fixed, Nick,” she said. “What are you waiting for?”

  She reached for a napkin.

  Just as we were starting to eat, the telephone rang from inside the house, and the Countess impatiently mumbled something around a mouthful of sandwich and jerked her thumb sidewise. So I got up and went inside looking for the phone. The perfume or incense or whatever it was hit me again the minute I stepped into that living room.

  I took the message and told the man to hang on. Then I went out to the Countess again. “It’s somebody called Rafael,” I said. “He’s in Phoenix and the car’s broken down and he wants to know what to do.”

  “Tell him to get it fixed, for God’s sake.”

  “He’s talking from a garage. He says it looks like an all-night job.”

  “All right, get the name of the garage and tell him to wait.” She reached for her beer glass. “Hold on,” she said suddenly. “Want to make twenty dollars?”

  “I could use it.”

  “Fine. You can drive the Buick in and pick up Rafael and the groceries. And Benita. Fix it up with Rafael.”

  So I went back and gave Rafael the word. Then I saw the Phoenix phone book on the table, and all of a sudden it hit me, the idea that I only had to do two things and then I’d be talking to Sherry again. Look up her name and pick up the phone. I guess until just that second I hadn’t really believed it.

  I opened the book to the B’s, but she wasn’t under Banning. I hadn’t expected she would be. I flipped the pages, hunting Knox, Sherry Knox, but when I didn’t find her there either, I stopped looking. Maybe I was afraid to push my luck. There was no hurry. Anyway, I knew how to find her, when I was ready. I told myself, take it easy.

  Then I went back outside to the patio, where I found the Countess eating greedily. Crumbs had spilled down her sand-colored, faded blouse. She gave me a glance out of those dull, chocolate-colored eyes and raised her red brows.

  “I told him to wait for me,” I said. “I don’t have a driving license, though.”

  “Nobody’s going to stop you for that. I’ve been thinking. Would you like a job?”

  I swallowed part of a chicken sandwich and washed it down before I answered. “What kind of a job, Mrs. De Anza?”

  “General. Take care of my husband when he needs it.”

  “He’s ill?”

  She reached up to pinch her lower lip, while she studied me thoughtfully.

  “Not exactly,” she said, a
nd didn’t amplify.

  “Well—I don’t know.”

  “Suit yourself,” she said casually. “You don’t have to decide right away. The pay is two hundred a month and keep. I’d want references. You could call yourself a private secretary or companion or handyman. It wouldn’t matter. You’d stick around and make yourself useful.”

  “Just how?”

  “Well, you can see the way we live, Nick. Practically in the wilderness. Of course there’s the phone and the cars, and the Mexicans are here most of the time, but look what happened today. Suppose my husband had needed—” She paused and changed her mind. “Suppose anything. Quite a lot of unpleasant things might happen to a woman alone in the desert with an infirm husband. It’s a good idea to have a man around. And there’s a lot of work—everything from writing letters to fixing the faucet in the sink—that Rafael and Benita can’t handle.”

  I gave her a quick glance, but she wasn’t looking at me. She reached for the bottle and poured out the rest of her beer.

  “Get some more,” she said.

  When I came back, after a thoughtful inspection of the sink faucet, she had got out a compact from somewhere and was smearing an atrocious shade of orange carelessly on her mouth. Teeth bared, the lipstick hovering over her lips, she hesitated, looked at me, and put her equipment away again. She wiped the back of her hand across her mouth.

  “Oh, it’s too much trouble,” she said. “Even if I didn’t bother to get dressed, it’s still too much trouble. You take the Buick in and bring those Mexicans back.” She thrust a crumpled bill at me. “You may want some money.”

  It was the twenty dollars. I put it in my pocket. I stood up, kicked at my rucksack, and frowned. “I might as well leave this here till I get back.”

  “Well?”

  “I’ll need the keys.”

  “They’re in the car.”